TM4: Rezeki

Heartiest appreciation on this rezeki from Allah S.W.T. I was promoted to a higher grade.

So this year 2011 was my luckiest year ever where another giant rezeki was my sweetest baby popped out in the last quarter of the year.

I had a Miscarriage

I’ve miscarried our second baby. A little bit down. But getting better skit2. Alhamdulillah, dengan selamatnya the 7 weeks fetus has been buried by my hubby this evening.

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At this point of time, I really need good support and concern from all my beloved frens, families and relatives. Thanks a lot to all my frens for all the thoughts n concerns. I really appreciate it.

My heartiest thankful to all Shaklee Consumers yang sangat prihatin, dpt bersabar n sanggup tunggu for the supplements yang mungkin sampai lewat skit. Ampun ya. My hubby dah tekejar ke sana sini for me settling a few things and did all the posting these few days. I’ve also texted all Shaklee Consumers on the delays. Those who haven’t received any notification from me, please do let me know ye.

Just to share and recap the differences in my early pregnancy symptoms for the first and second pregnancy. Most of my pregnancy symptoms are the same with what have been reflected in American Pregnancy website.

1st Pregnancy Symptoms

/ Delay in Menstruation
/ Spotting and bleeding
X Swollen or Tender Breasts

/ Fatigue or Tiredness

/ Nausea or Morning Sickness
/ Backaches

/ Headaches
/ Frequent Urination

/ Food Cravings and Big Appetite

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2nd Pregnancy Symptoms

/ Delay in Menstruation

/ Spotting and bleeding

/ Swollen or Tender Breasts

X Fatigue or Tiredness

X Nausea or Morning Sickness

/ Backaches

/ Headaches

X Frequent Urination

/ Food Cravings and Big Appetite

What I loved the most is that this second pregnancy brought more sparks in our marriage. Rasa mcm baru fall in luv with my hubby and all those romantic words were always easily spelled out from my mouth. Masa mengandungkan Nazhan dulu (first pregnancy), this symptom only arise from 2nd trimester onwards.

Whatever has happened, I pasrah dan redha dgn takdir Allah SWT. I am just hoping for healthier pregnancies and deliveries in the future. Amin.

Meetings & Datings

Just came back from Meetings & datings in Langkawi. Great meetings and discussions experiences with all the Foreign and Malaysian Directors, Shareholders, CEOs and CFOs. I was the one and only lowest level and luckiest ever staff requested to attend the meetings.

Brought along darling hubby and Nazhan. Nazhan’s first boarding experience was superb. He was cranky before the take off. The moment he felt the flight was moving, he started yawning, and minutes later he fell asleep. The landing was not that smooth, but Nazhan tdo sampai telentok2, lagi gegar, lagi nyenyak dia tdo..hehe.. Flying back to KL, he was awake the whole 1 hour. Masa take off and landing, he looked and smiled at me and hubby, sbb ade gegar2 and he loved it. Buleh naik roller coaster la nanti. I je yg over, holding him tightly sbb takut dia terkejut.

I stayed at The Andaman for 4 days and 3 nites. Sempat jln2 around the rainforest resort (nice view, nice private beach), Kuah Town and a few other areas. Nazhan was not in good conditions on the second and third evenings in the resort room (he knew of this new surrounding). He seemed uncomfortable and made me carried and swayed him until he fell asleep. Kesian pulak, he was holding my shirt, tak lepas2. I tried to replace with his pillow, but it failed. He knew it wasn’t me and started looking for me and my shirt to grab.

Darling hubby was extremely helpful in managing Nazhan and a few other chores while I was away for those meetings. Overall, it was a pleasant and memorable 2 in 1 trip. Luv my 2 heroes to bits. Pic will be uploaded later k.. :)

May - Month of Busyness & Full of Luv

I was fully occupied these few weeks from the beginning of May. Tetibe je workload is like 'menggunung' together with loads of household chores. I'll just summarised what has happened in the last few weeks.

Mother's Day

• No big celebration
• Just a plain whole-heartedly wish with full of luvs
• Gifts

Darling Hubby's Birthday

• Send him bouquet of red roses + Ferrero Rocher choco (delivered by Blooming Florist - the service sgtla efficient)
• Mmg terkejut Cik Abe, cause I've never done that before

Nazhan's Development at 8 Months 26 Days

• Buleh berdiri sendiri but with support
• Buleh 'bubye'; when we say 'bubye' - lift his hands (either right or left) sambil gerak2 his 5 fingers to bubye
• Just found out yesterday that ade gigi tumbuh (baru sebatang ye) kat depan sebelah bawah
• Still belum merangkak; just menyulur je
• Sangat manja (awww, momma miss u so much..)

Jalan2

• We had dinner at Putrajaya - kenduri sponsored by hubby yg dianugerahkan APC2009 (syukur)
• Weekend at KLCC - sale at Isetan; hubby bought shoes (men shoes on sale - most of them 50% less)

Office work

• Busy with international projects
• Had to stay back (i.e. urgent board papers to be submitted, several conference call with London & Saudi and etc)
• Open tender (nearly a week ulang alik ke Procurement Office) - loads of tender documents to sign (sampai lenguh tgn) & boss asyik call & email asking 'when r u coming back to the office?'

Last Monday again diuji. Hubby suddenly pening2 and vomited for several times. Took him to the hospital (on the way, vomit lg in the car). Doctor put him on drip (day warded), bg ubat & mc for two days. He seemed ok this morning. We plan to do further check up cause reason yg doc tu bg mcm tak meyakinkan je.

Today again busy with office work, again conf call (huh..). Couldn't wait to go home & couldn't wait for the weekend since we are going back to our hometown.

To my Shaklee Consumers, just email me or sms me as usual on any queries or orders. InsyaAllah, I'll do my very best to entertain you. :)

Teytey

Nazhan current favourite word is 'teytey'. If I said to him 'momma', he'll reply 'teytey' & sometimes 'tey'. My niece sgtla naughty where she brilliantly translated that word to a 'decent' meaning. Try to replace the both letters 'y' with 'k' and you'll understand what I'm trying to tell.

Sgtla musykil, we never say something exactly or samar2 like that. I wonder where did he captured the words from, emm from what sounds..?

Bilala Nazhan nak sebut 'momma' ni.. :p

*Pic snapped at Cameron

Cameron Highlands Trip

A lot of things I wanted to share here. But, at this moment I don't have enough hands to manage every single thing. Feuwwhh..will update later. Enjoy pic taken at the Hill of Tea and Strawberries.

*Luncheon at Tanah Rata

*A walk at Healthy Strawberry's Farm

*A walk at Healthy Strawberry's Farm (2)

*A walk at Healthy Strawberry's Farm (3)

Short Note

Just came back from an extremely enjoyable vacation at Cameron. Still bz unpacking our stuff. I'll upload the pic once I'm done with my office work and household chores. :)

Nazhan with Fever, Flu & Cough

The first time Nazhan got fever (no flu & cough) is when he was 4 months (see pic above). Last Monday he was attacked with flu and cough and yesterday with an additional disease; fever. I was on EL yesterday. Me & hubby brought him to see his 'favourite' paed (Dr Nasir). Nampak je Dr, trus nangis. hehe..My husband kept on repeating saying, "He's not going to inject you, Nazhan.." But he just cried and cried until we left the room. Emm, I have to admit that he is not a friendly baby and always cried when he sees strangers.

According to Dr Nasir, his throat ade infection skit. No wonder his voice turned out like, mcm nak baligh. :p He could not sleep well that Monday night. Me & hubby took turns to carry him cause he seemed more comfortable sleeping on our shoulders. Luckily, last night, he was ok. He slept safe and sound. No more fever, just flu and a bit coughing.

This time (second time attacked), he was active, tak mcm org tak sihat. Makan and minum ok. Siap sebut "nyum2.." when I fed him with farley's rusks. He just cried nak manja2 due to sore throat and having difficulty to breathe. And today at this moment, I'm sneezing several times, sejuk kaki2. I got to go, need to take my supplements now. :) Doakan Nazhan cepat sembuh ye..

Bila Nazhan Gatal Gusi

He started having itchy gums when he's going to be 5 months young. But not as kerap as now, when he is 6 months 18 days.

*start showing his blurry face

*uuh I feel itchy momma..

*heeeshh it's getting worse..

*I couldn't stand it..huhu..

*I feel better when I bite my lips..

*momma I need my teether..

Heartquake

I was not in the mood to put up any entry these few days due to 2 major reasons. One, I'm still pasrah dgn pemergian my late Tokwan in law. Two, because of the news below.

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UPDATE 2-Strong earthquake jolts northern Japan, felt in Tokyo
Sun Mar 14, 2010 5:55am EDT

* Nuclear power plants in area operating normally
* Fujitsu's semiconductor plant not affected
* No reports of damage after 6.6 quake off Honshu island (Adds details on Fujitsu, no damage, paragraphs 2, 6, 8)

TOKYO, March 14 (Reuters) - A strong earthquake with a preliminary magnitude of 6.6 jolted northern Japan on Sunday, seismologists said, shaking buildings in the capital Tokyo some 240 km (150 miles) away.

There were no reports of injuries or damage and no tsunami warning was issued. The magnitude of the quake, at 5:08 p.m. (0808 GMT), was measured at 6.6 by the U.S. Geological Survey and the Japan Meteorological Agency (JMA).

The epicentre was about 40 km (25 miles) beneath the ocean off Honshu, Japan's main island, the JMA said.

Tokyo Electric Power Co Inc (TEPCO) (9501.T) said its two nuclear power plants in the region were operating normally. [ID:nTOE62D016]

Tohoku Electric Power Co (9506.T) said operations at its Onagawa and Higashidori nuclear power plants were also normal. [ID:nTOE62D019]

Operations at Fujitsu Ltd's (6702.T) semiconductor plant in Fukushima prefecture, in northeast Japan, were also not affected by the quake, an official at Japan's top IT services firm said.

Public broadcaster NHK said a bullet train in the area automatically halted for a brief time but soon resumed operating.

Expressways were closed for checks and police and fire departments were quoted as saying there were no reports of damage after the quake, NHK said.

Japan is one of the world's most earthquake-prone countries, with a tremor occurring at least every five minutes. (Reporting by Chikafumi Hodo, Yoko Kubota, Kiyoshi Takenaka, Osamu Tsukimori and Linda Sieg ; Editing by Paul Tait)

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I felt a bit abnormal that day and terus contact my husband. And he told me about the earthquake, rasa bangunan bergoyang. His friend siap buleh dgr bunyi crack2. Luckily nothing happenened and thanks to Japan advanced technologies where they could build earthquake proof buildings.

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Anyway, he'll be back tomorrow. Clap2.. My prayers for him is to have a safe journey back to Malaysia. I'm counting minutes and seconds to meet him tomorrow..Huhuhu :)

My Son from Newborn Till 6 Months+

Just to share pic of Nazhan from Newborn till Today.

*Newborn Nazhan at APSH

*Nazhan at 1 month

*Nazhan at 2 Months

*Nazhan at 3 Months

*Nazhan at 4 Months

*Nazhan at 5 Months

*Nazhan at 6 Months 8 Days
Alhamdulillah, he's growing well and I just really couldn't describe how fast my luv for him grows bigger n bigger (zillions n zillions everyday). Luv u son so much, muahhmuahh >100zillions.. :)

Anniversary without You by My Side

Celebrating our 2nd year of marriage anniversary through Skype would be the most memorable moment ever.. Scroll down to see 'gula2' for you Darling Hubby....

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Another year to create
precious memories together...  

Another year to discover
new things to enjoy about each other...

Another year to build
a life rich in love and laughter...

Another year to strengthen
a marriage that defines "forever".
 

Happy 2nd Anniversary Darling! :)

My Beloved House Dipecah Masuk

The first pecah masuk happened in year 2008. That time my husband n I were honeymooning. My mom pulak was on her vacation kat my aunty's house, KL. Baru je beberapa hari kat KL, dpt phone call from our neighbour saying that pintu umah dah tbukak n somebody might have masuk dah. So, my mom n my brother accompanied with my nephews terus rush balik kedah. Bila sampai, keadaan dlm rumah elok je, mcm takde org masuk. Pelik jugak mcm mana pintu belakang tu buleh terbukak. Hmm bila dah check2, barula my mom realised something. Patutla brg dlm umah tak bersepah pun, Culprits tu dah dpt apa yg diorg nak, jewelleries yg my mom tertinggal kat umah (mcm pro je diorg buat keje, takde kesan langsung). Jewelleries yg arwah my atuk n nenek tinggalkan utk my mom diorg dah kebas. My mom sgt sedih n nangis masa she told me the whole story. I was really disappointed masa tu cause I was not there to comfort her.. :(

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This year, it happened again. Dipecah masuk skali lg. I just arrived from KL and was carrying Nazhan kat luar. I dah start rasa nervous bila dgr my mom n my sis duk terjerit2 'astaghfirullah'. Masuk je dlm umah, terus nampak apa yg my mom n sis nampak. They entered our house ikut siling n siap ada kesan siling ditebuk sebesar syiling 20sen (I believed diorg nak tebuk siling dulu, pastu baru perasan ada ceiling hole yg buleh dibukak utk turun). Bilik, mmg sgt messy, habis baju n kotak jewelleries bertaburan di lantai. Sure culprits tu bengang sbb tak dpt amik apa2. Yg ada hanyala crystal2 n jewellery tiruan. Agak menyedihkan n menggeramkan jugak, bila tgk ada abu rokok. They smoked n buang abu rokok atas lantai living room mcm tu je. Sabar je la. We believed org yg sama jugak masuk. Mesti diorg dah target lama, sbb dah 3 bulan tak balik tgk umah.

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We headed to the police station n buat report. Dipendekkan cerita, takde jumpa kesan cap jari pun, yg jumpa hanyalah kesan tapak kasut kat atas roof. So, terlepas lg diorg nih. Hmm..semoga culprits tu cepat sedar n insaf supaya takde lg rumah lain yg menjadi mangsa like ours..

Introducing Solid Food to Nazhan

Nazhan dah start taking solids. Yeayyy! He loves it. Sblum nih kalau tgk org mkn, mulut asyik terbukak je (ternganga2), sampai meleleh2 air liur. Kalau ade 10 lalat tgh fly, confirm dah masuk dlm mulut dia sepuluh2 tu.

I started with vege food dulu, banana and apple. Nazhan preferred banana, lambat je suap, sure jerit2 and tgn dia, I tell you, tak leh duk diam (nak jugak pegang sudu). Kalau bg yg apple tu, dia cebik mulut and his face. Mungkin sbb masam skit kut. Now, dah bg cereal rice and he likes it just like how he jerit2 for banana. From his facial, movement and jerit2 expression, I could translate it like, 'mama, don't stop, i want more and more'. hihihi..

Ohh ye, I thought Malaysians are aware of babywearer, rupanye salah my sangkaan. Semua tgk I mcm I nih alien. Yg amazed pun ada jugak. Yang dtg and siap selak pouch tu pun ada. Enjoy latest pic of Nazhan in baby pouch and his expressions while taking solids below.

nazhan tgh tdo

nazhan tgh mkn..nyum2..

Clap2..Nazhan smiled at the camera. Susah sgt2 for him to smile in front of the camera. Selalunya his expressions would be blur, tekejut, heran. Selepas I bertungkus lumus saying 'smile nazhan, smile, look at the camera' sambil terlompat2, this is the result.

Terbang Sudah Kekasih Hati

I don't know how to describe my feelings. Mcm2 rasanya..Sempat lg bergambar kat KLIA this morning..hihihi..Nazhan adalah dlm keadaan mengantuk (sbb bangun awl sangat pg td), tp masih sanggup menahan mata (cuci mata tgk apa saja gadget yg menarik perhatiannya).

My husband is on his way to Japan. Leaving me and our son for 32 days. This is the first time, paling lama both of us berjauhan dgn dia. Wherever the destinations, hopefully it will be a pleasant and safe journey to him.

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He just left for a few hours, but I felt like 1 week dah. Mcm mana nih... :(

Bayi 5 Bulan Dera Diri Sendiri

Last week, sesampai je di rumah (after work) I was surprised by Nazhan. Kecik2 lagi dah pandai buat org terkejut. Look at his face.

I've decided utk bukak sarung tgn dia. Tp, hanya 3 hari saja his face bertahan dari didera. This is the worst ever. Sedih bila tgk.

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I thought of posting this last Tuesday lg. Tp tak sempat nak upload pic. What he did, hanyalah, menggosok his face, mata dgn tangan sampai naik biji2 ruam, yg tersangatla teruk sampai merah satu muka. Kualiti gambar tak berapa clear sbb guna hp camera je. Seriously, the real face looked worst than the pic here. Yang putih2 tu adalah bedak sejuk, my mom letak so that cepat skit kurang biji2 merah tu.

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After a few days, barula nampak elok skit. Tp still ade bekas2 luka yg baru kering. Hopefully, benda yg sama takkan berulang lg. huhuhu..

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Melted heart

Last night, while I was pulling my blanket to sleep, Nazhan woke up. No voice, but his eyes and his moving hands really make my heart melt (mcm ice cube, kene simbah dgn hot boiling water). He was in the baby cot, next to my bed, looking at me (dgn muka kesian), tdo mengiring and the hands were in btw the cot's rails (mcm duduk dlm jail pulak). Seolah2 his inner voice saying 'mama, pls, i want to sleep by your side..'
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Couldn't stand with his reaction (sgtla rasa kesian n my husband jugak sudah terjual dgn muka kesian dia), I took him and put by my side. He was still looking at me and my husband, touching me, and siap merengek2. He slept off after a while (maybe dah rasa comfortable).
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Huh..until this morning, terbayang2 his face. I just couldn't best describe my heartiest appreciation of this Gift from Allah. It's really wonderful being a mother and I just couldn't wait to go home (bila keje) to see him, hold him, bathe him, play with him, semua la. I luv u son..

Nazhan’s Development

Last nite, I saw, he sucked his right toe. Terkejut, sampai terjerit skit. Ntah apa2 kan mama nazhan nih. The next morning I happily shared with my colleagues, and they said ‘nazhan nak dpt adik la tu’. Huh, nazhan baru nak masuk 5 bulan next month, nanti2 dulu la ye. I browse through baby center and found the table below. The red highlighted blum ade kat nazhan lg. Tak sabar nak tgk next month’s development.